"When Pink Is Just A Color Again" - Kal Hourd

I love this song. Everytime I listen to it I am moved. We listen to it so much that Lindsi knows the words and sings. I hope you will take the time to watch the video. It will give you a sense of what I was feeling today. Click on the name of the song at the top and it will take you to the video. If you click play for some reason it won't work. If you do just click on the word youtube and it will take you there too.

Awesome Day!!!

Today we walked in the Susan G Komen Race for the Cure in Ft Worth. It was an awesome experience. Being there with so many people that had gone through what I had. It was just amazing. I am so glad we went and we plan on walking in one every year.

Dr Appts, Tests & Surgery

March was busy. I had a bone scan on the 19th and a cat scan on the 24th. I got the results today and I am clear. I knew I was but it is always good to hear. I had the nipps added on the 22nd and I am very pleased with them. The dr said everything looks good. He will see me in a month to check everything out again. He said I will get color in a couple of months. I had another sono of my ovaries on the 12th. I still have the cysts. They are a little smaller so the dr is happy. He would of been happier if they were gone, but that's life. He will see me in July for a repeat sono. I am not worried about it, he will keep up with me. My July is filling up in a hurry. I also see the oncologist on July 26th.

If anyone is going to be in Ft Worth on April 24th, come join us. Brian, the kids and I are doing the Susan G Komen Race for the Cure. I am so excited and the kids can't wait. Logan said he is going to run fast and try to win the race. We aren't actually racing, we are only doing the one mile fun run. I am sure he will run the whole way.

I am so happy spring may finally be here to stay! Have a Happy Easter.

1 year !!!!

We made it. Today it has been a year since I was diagnosed with breast cancer and what a year it has been. It seems like 10 years since I heard the words you have cancer. I am so excited to say I am cancer free. The journey of cancer patient is over and my new journey has begun as a breast cancer survivor.

I hadn't had a chance to write yet but I went to the doctor a few weeks ago because I was having pain in my ovaries. I have a cluster of cysts on the left side and a few on the right. They ran a CA125 just to check for ovarian cancer. Even though I knew deep down that everything would be okay, I thought here we go again. I know cysts are normal but with my history who knows. I also think that is why the doctors are more cautious. Anyway, the test came back and It was normal. Anything less than 25 and I was a 12. I will have a repeat sono to check the progress of the cysts. I am hoping that they are all gone. I also have started therapy again. I have some swelling in my hand that is a form of lymphedema. Luckily it doesn't go up my arm. They are trying to get it to go away before it gets worse. I have to wear a compression glove to help move the fluid.

We have allot going on in March. I have an appointment with the plastic surgeon to see about my next step March 1st. Hopefully I will get nipples soon. March 2nd Brian is getting a tooth implanted. March 12th I have a sonogram of my ovaries. The oncologist is scheduling a CAT scan and Bone Scan but I am not sure what day yet.

I guess that is all I know for now. I want to thank everyone for being here and all the prayers this past year. We are now headed for year #2. The roller coaster heads up.......

New Oncologist & Plastic Surgeon appts

You always wonder when you change dr's if you did the right thing. Well, I did. I just love Dr Krekow. My check up went fine. Everything looks good. My white count is still low but it can take time to recover after chemo. Sometimes it never recovers. It just depends on my bone marrow. If it doesn't come back up it will be okay. I don't know what levels they compare but the red count is good and so are the others. We talked a little about the future and what we are going to do to keep up with me. She said that there is a newer medicine that I really need take but not for a couple of years. I am doing good on the tamoxifen. I will have scans every six months for now. My next scan will be in March and I see her again in July. I feel at peace with her. I know she will stay on top of everything and do her best to keep me healthy.

I saw Dr Heistein the end of December. He said everything looked and felt great. I will see him again March 1st to discuss the next step of reconstruction. I am loving the new implants. They really are like real breast.

February 20th it will be a year. It is hard to believe, it seems like it has been ten years since they told me I had cancer. I think Brian, the kids and I are going to have a party. We made it!!!

Susan G Komen for the Cure

Brian, the kids and I are doing the race, well walk, on April 24 in Ft Worth. I have attached a link to my page for the race. I hope you will be able to join me. If not please help by donating any amount. It doesn't matter how large or small, it all counts. Hopefully one day they will find a cure. I am proud to wear pink and be able to say I am a Survivor!

http://tarrantcounty.info-komen.org/site/TR/RacefortheCure/General?px=5981057&pg=personal&fr_id=1650

Surgery

I had a great birthday on Sunday and the surgery went really good on Monday. I don't have any drains. The surgery only lasted maybe an hour. He made the incision on one of the old scars so I won't have any new ones. I was back at the hotel by 10 and took a good nap. I saw the nurse the next day and she said everything looks great. I really don't feel any different than I did before surgery. I am so glad to get rid of the expander's and get my new permanent implants. I guess after the surgery in September this was a piece of cake. I am glad with Christmas just around the corner I didn't want to be hurting.

I see Dr H again after Christmas on the 28th.

I hope everyone has a Very Merry Christmas! I know we will.